Our Franklin Pierce Schools have some of the most resilient students I have ever known. This past Monday, Kristi Kellogg and I helped interview dozens of FPHS students who applied to graduate in June with "distinction." Many of them are first-generation high school graduates. Several students I had the honor of getting to know through the process will be first-generation college students, too. Several students were immigrants. And each faced obstacles many of us could never imagine experiencing in high school. That is all I will say about the students because someday, I would love them to share their stories with you - face to face. But they are their stories to share… not mine. These students love God, love people, and live like Jesus, where they live, work, learn, and play whether they know it or not. How can that be? Ready for some math and science? Paul Hiebert was a professor at Fuller Seminary in Southern California. He's with Jesus now, but he helped people like me think about people around me differently when he was alive. He explains that there are centered and bounded sets in "Set Theory" (people in math and science understand what I'm talking about). And while that's true for data, it's also helpful to understand relationships among people in this framework. Bounded (or fixed) sets have a firm boundary. Data and people are defined by their relationship to the specified limit. There are people inside and outside the perimeter. Knowing the border, describing it, and maintaining distinction is critical to "being" and "belonging" to the set (or not). These sets do not change - they only add or lose what is inside the boundary. This means that the entire purpose of the set is to "cross the boundary" from the outside to be inside. On the other hand, centered sets do not focus on the boundary. Instead, the data and people in a centered group are defined by their relationship to (you guessed it) the center. All data and people are either removed toward or away from the center. The limit or boundaries are still part of the set but are only determined by the relationship the data or person is to the center - not the boundary. Some may be near and others far, but always moving. Enough math and science for now. We often default to thinking (and living) in bounded sets. People are in or out based on a moral standard or behavior that we have come to accept as a norm within a community. The reason I say that the students we met earlier this week love God, love people, and live like Jesus where they live, work, learn, and play whether they know it or not is that from a "centered set" understanding, God already loves them. God is already the center of life because Jesus is risen. So, their relationship with Jesus - whether they know Jesus or not, is a matter of distance, not crossing a boundary or doing something to "cross over" into the God-stuff. In fact, the world is all God's and everything in it (Psalm 19), and Jesus tore down the boundary that separated all people from God (Philippians 2). Earlier this year, I was reminded by my friend Jeff that people are either moving toward Jesus or away from Jesus. Along with that, distance is not the same as openness. If Jesus is the center, you and I can be:
I don't know where the students are with the center of life - Jesus. But, if Jesus' word is accurate and He says that we will know we are my disciples by our love - then these students are not that far from the center at all. . . perhaps they don't know how close Jesus really is to them. And who will share that good news with them if that's the case? ![]() My favorite way to preach and teach is by taking a book of the Bible and walking through it with people. That’s why I’m excited that we will preach/teach through the book of 1 Peter in our Sunday services between now and Memorial Day. I pray that you will invite a friend to join us, and we will discover A Life Worth Living that is all about Jesus, our living hope. Here are a few thoughts I’m having as we launch into this series of messages. We have a God of unlimited second chances. “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead” (1 Peter 1:3). Because Jesus is merciful, we don’t receive the penalty for our sins that we deserve. Instead, we are regenerated over and over again to a better tomorrow. That’s our living hope. Not just a better tomorrow, but a better forever because Jesus is resurrected from the dead. “Born again” or regeneration is an exciting reality. If you’re playing a video game, it’s like repeatedly respawning with unlimited lives. It’s the dream of immortality come true… and ours only through faith in Jesus. Our living hope may not be what we first think. From an individual-centric worldview perspective, we may think it is our resurrection or immortality. And in a sense, we are not wrong. However, 1 Peter never mentions the resurrection of people. It does mention ten times the resurrection of Jesus (the revealing of Jesus in glory). In other words, Peter is emphasizing that human hope is not found in our personal resurrections. Rather, living and enduring hope is only found in Jesus’ resurrection. I wonder how many of us wake up every day looking, waiting, and hoping to see the resurrected Jesus and not just a better day for ourselves. ![]() Sometimes Love Looks Like a Bowl of Soup My friend Tracy's words will forever echo in my mind: sometimes love looks like a bowl of soup. Every couple of months, a Saturday Faith in Action Day, a group of people prepare frozen meals to share with people who need one less thing to think about in times of crisis. A few weeks ago, someone asked if they could take some of those freezer meals to a coworker. This coworker's husband was hospitalized after suffering severe medical trauma. She had also recently lost a son (due to a drug overdose) and is caring for two elementary-aged grandchildren. The kids were super excited about the meals, and the coworker was grateful they were delivered with a hug. Someone took the opportunity to love someone else like Jesus - and it brought excitement to kids, melted this parent's heart, and made them feel seen and loved. Indeed, sometimes love looks like a bowl of soup. More Stories Staining Neighbor's Fence Brings Unlikely People Together A middle school student saw that his neighbor's fence needed some TLC. He asked some friends to help stain the fence and make it look like new. Afterwards the student shared, “I saw God at work by doing something for someone else without a reward”. They also discovered that one of the friends who helped with the project knew the family who was served. The relationship continues today. Gardens Help the Poor and Homeless Last summer, a student wanted to learn more about gardening. So, he jumped into a Faith in Action Day to work side-by-side with other adults in the Abundance Garden. He shared, “I saw God working by helping make a garden to help the poor and homeless”. He now knows how to better pull weeds, care for growing vegetables, and work the soil to serve the neighbors around him with his time and newly learned skills. Neighborhood BBQ Uncovers a Deep Need Among Neighbors Last fall, a student noticed that her neighborhood needed to get together and have a good laugh. So, she chose to host a neighborhood party complete with a cookout dinner. Reflecting on the experience, she said, “it was powerful to hear our neighbors say ‘why haven't we done this all these years?’”. She now feels confident to be a change-leader among her neighbors, friends, and school by bringing people together to build deeper friendships and laugh together. Tacoma Police Officers Encouraged by Middle School Students In January, a group of 16 students were bothered by the negativity their local police officers were experiencing. They know law enforcement work is challenging and they wanted to encourage them in a practical way. They chose to apply for a Thrivent Action Team and assembled Care Packages for Duty Officers and ordered breakfast for their mid-morning shift workers. It was a delightful and unexpected surprise delivery for the substation workers and officers who were at the substation that morning. Three students chose to boldly and powerfully pray over the officers and the community they patrol. The students received a full tour of the facility, shared stories and tears of gratitude, and left with a feeling of mutual joy that God is with all people. Winterizing Homes is More than What Meets the Eye After working on a Faith in Action Project last fall, a project team member followed up with the homeowner to make sure she was ready for the winter chill. She shared that she needed help installing a slider door to finish weather-proofing her home. Thanks to the ongoing generosity to our General Fund, we were able to provide the finances for the project. The team member completed the project right away and the homeowner enjoyed a warm, cozy winter. The homeowner and team member regularly connect about their kids and grandkids as well as pray together. ![]() You might have heard that there is something going on at Asbury University in Kentucky. And that something has spread to other places, too. People have described it as an awakening, a revival, and a movement of the Holy Spirit. Like with most things today, there are also critics, pundits, and loud opinions mixed into the narrative. Whatever you might think about the Kentucky events, we know at least three things for sure. 1. Jesus’ Spirit there… and here! Jesus promises to show up whenever God’s Word is present. Much like any other time when people read the scriptures and respond, the chapel service which led into the ongoing event was just that - an invitation to respond to Jesus’ invitation to repentance. The question is - so why is that event considered different - a revival or awakening, and other times seem so “ordinary”. My personal opinion is that we’re trying to explain a spiritual (dare I say, miraculous or supernatural) experience in human ways… and our human way is limited, finite, and can only explain what we see - not what we can't see. So, we see an event, a mass of people, and activity - but can we see the broken spirits and contrite hearts of people who are responding? Maybe… perhaps… and only if they share it (which many have!). Here is what I do know. I know that God sometimes shows up and moves people to respond in masses (think Billy Graham). Other times, people respond loudly with singing and dancing (think David in the Bible dancing naked in the temple). And then there are individuals who respond as they sit in their cars with silent tears (or no tears at all). My point is, how people respond isn’t the point. Psalm 51:17 emphasizes what matters is a broken spirit and a broken and contrite heart. And that’s what we hear from people at Asbury and what we don’t always see when we, ourselves read and respond to God’s Word. In a way, everytime we (or anybody) reads God’s Word and responds is a revival or awakening. That’s how I know that Jesus’ Spirit is both there and here. 2. There is so much that we don’t know. I do wonder why it seems like sometimes we see God work in big ways and other times we don’t see God work at all. I know that’s a very self-centered question resulting from an American cultural worldview. But, I think it’s an honest question. I (personally) return to resting in the truth that there is so much I don’t know. I’m reminded of Psalm 55:8-9 when God responds to the psalm writer, “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,". Then, God explains why by saying, "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” I find it interesting that it seems as though everyone feels like they are entitled to an opinion about the Asbury events. For me, the Asbury Revival reminds me that there is so much we don’t know… and that’s OK because we know the God who does. 3. You and I can experience revival. Revival isn’t fabricated or manufactured. It’s not manipulated responses or a forced emotional response. Revival is an awakening to who Jesus is, who we are, and a turning away from ourselves and toward Jesus. Our thoughts can be awakened as we turn our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:1). Our feelings can be revived from not feeling anything to feeling something - sadness over our sin or the relief and “lightness” of the forgiveness we have in Jesus. Our lives can be moved by the Holy Spirit when we stop, reorient ourselves to God’s way - not our own, and take our next steps with Jesus. This is the revival or awakening that is happening in hearts and lives everyday. Afterall, the true fruit of revival is the love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, goodness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23) seen in everyday life. What do you think? Shoot me an email or let’s find a time to catch up. If the blog helps you, share it with someone you think would appreciate it. ![]() Happy New Year from Indonesia! Much of the world celebrates the Year of the Rabbit which according to the Lunar calendar invites calm, peace, gentleness, and mercy. As we join the celebration along with our SE Asia friends, I am reminded that God is in all things and works through all things (Colossians 1). Indeed, even Lunar New Year tells of the glory of God (Psalm 19). Jesus calms the storm and gives peace. He is gentle and humble in heart because his burden is easy and load is light. Jesus gives mercy because He is a walking - talking - breathing person of mercy. With the Lunar New Year here, all things “cute culture” (Google it) are helping us celebrate - which means Hello Kitty is our new best friend. During our layover in Taipei, we met Lin (name changed). We talked about K-Pop and T-Swift. She was born in Taipei, moved to Vancouver BC as a kid, and returned to Taipei when she got married. She has been here ever since. Gloria and her exchanged contact information and they plan to reconnect with Lin and her family when they’re back in Taipei, next weekend. We had a few moments of unsettled chaos before peace and calm was restored after Matt lost some documentation in Jakarta and Pete almost left his passport at the gate. Can we say traveling mercy? Our friends Jeff and Rachel met us in Semarang and introduced us to their good friend and cousin, Patik. They’ve known Patik for many years and is our go-to transportation driver while here in Indonesia. I (Tim) sat in the “prayer seat”. I admit, after being awake for over 40 hours, I prayed with my eyes shut most of the 90 minutes we were on the road to Salatiga, outside of Semerang. (I apologize to anyone who received texts and emails while I was sleep deprived), When we arrived, we were immediately greeted by Kezia, Nadia, Challenge, and Edis. We look forward to hanging out over the next few days with them and a variety of other young people and staff here where we are calling “home” while visiting employees, shops, and immersing ourselves in the culture and life here. We are always looking for opportunities to grow friendship, learning, and business. Today, we will explore Salatiga and travel into the mountains to spend time and have dinner with some of Jeff and Rachel’s friends at their shop. If you want to join us in a similar experience, walk next door to meet that neighbor you’ve been wanting to say hi to for a while; pick up your phone and call or text someone you've been needing to for months; or smile at the person in line at the store this weekend. Calm. Peace. Gentleness. Mercy. You can pray that these things would be evident in all we think, say, and do… more like Jesus, less like everything else. Since we have received these great gifts, may we share them with others. Until next time, aku cinta kalian semua. “Keep Your Lamps Trimmed and Burning” is a bluesy spiritual first sung by slaves on the plantation and then later while fighting the Civil War. Take a listen. The message continues to echo today.
Matthew, one of Jesus’ disciples, records Jesus saying the same message in Matthew 25. There is a wedding. As the bride walks in, ten bridesmaids are waiting for the groom with torches lit. They don’t know when he’s arriving, but they know it’s soon. Five bridesmaids brought extra oil for their lamps, not knowing how long they might be waiting. But, unfortunately, five of them didn’t get any excess oil. So, the bridesmaids without oil asked the ones with oil if they could use some of theirs. The answer is that there is not enough to go around. Midnight comes, and the groom arrives. The bridesmaids without oil are out trying to find some. The bridesmaids who had the extra oil meet the groom, and the wedding goes on. When the bridesmaids without extra oil arrived back at the wedding, the ceremony had begun, and they could not participate in the marriage. An interesting story. Here’s the point: Be and stay ready because Jesus is coming soon. Keep your hearts trimmed and burning… for Christmas… and His final Christmas.
This is Jesus’ Christmas wish for us. Keep your heart ready like you have this advent season because Jesus has promised to come again, not only at Christmas but again very soon (Revelation 22:7). ![]() I just had my in-laws in town. Just like we prepare our home for guests, advent is all about preparing our heart for Jesus’ arrival. When it comes to preparing my home for guests or my heart for Jesus, I have found that as I get older, different things matter. Here are three things that just don’t matter as much to me now as they once did (and one that will always matter to me). Maybe you can relate… 1. A Super Clean House I used to really value my house being cleaner than a hospital room. I would stay up until 3am stressing out whether or not it was “clean enough”. I make sure things are clean (Beth makes sure of it). However, I don’t stay up as late or stress out about it. Maybe it’s because we have kids and the moment they come home from school, the floor is covered with dirt anyway. Or, maybe I’m just tired and want to go to bed at night. It’s probably a little bit of both. My point is, I am getting okay with messiness. It reminds me that Jesus is OK with the messiness of my heart. In fact, it’s because my heart is messy that Jesus was born. It’s more important to be honest with my own mess and to welcome Jesus’ love and grace-filled presence right where I am. It is what it is - whether it’s my house or my heart. Guests are coming… Jesus is coming… and this is who I am - and I’m loved either way. 2. My Perfect Plan If you’re “Type A”, you and I can high-five. We enjoy our schedules and planning for what is to come. I used to have “a perfect plan” for when people visit. As much as I love schedules, I have found that they don’t matter to me as much as they used to. I’m getting better with knowing just enough. God is on his schedule. Jesus’ birth is on God’s time, not mine. I can plan and schedule all I want - but God’s time is the perfect time whether my schedule agrees or not. And sometimes knowing just enough is the best way to live. And to be honest, the older I get, the less I’m finding that I know. So, there’s that, too. 3. Being in Control of the Situation All of us struggle to some degree adapting to situations and environments that are out of our control. When guests visit us, we just know that something is going to happen that is going to lead us to pivot plans and what we want to do. It’s uncomfortable and sometimes I don’t know what to do. For example, my father in-law broke his hip last Thanksgiving. Our weekend of watching football, playing, and exploring the area was spent in doctors offices, hospital rooms, and being available for whatever needed to happen. Chaos happens. And when chaos happens, we are not in control of the situation. I used to think through every scenario in order to be prepared and in control of whatever might happen. I’ve learned that while preparing is important, you can never think through every scenario and you will never be fully prepared when chaos happens. So, I’ve had to learn to give up control. It’s not that I don’t plan anymore… I do. I have surrendered my need to control being available to respond to the moment. And, I’m learning that this is the Jesus way, too. When Jesus enters the chaos of this world, people surrender to his moments. Or, Carrie Underwood puts it best, we pray, “Jesus take the wheel”. While all these things seem to be fading as I get older, one thing will always matter to me - being together. And that’s the point of Advent (and Christmas). Emmanuel. God with us. ![]() Sometimes it’s hard to put your finger on what is changing in real time. In countless ways, the past two years have been difficult, thanks to COVID. A lot has changed - including human attitudes. Six years ago, my friend Marilyn taught me to have an “attitude of gratitude”. Even though she had a terrible time physically moving around because of her severe arthritis, she was grateful for everything and everybody around her. That was her heart. It’s how she lived. It was beautiful. This past week, I spent several hours working at a local coffee shop. Person and after person came through. There were a few smiles. But more often than not, baristas were met with scowls, grunts, and even some words that would make Richard Sherman blush. I saw two baristas leave in tears, a manager lose it, and at least three customers storm out. Maybe it was just a bad day. . . and everybody is normalizing new levels of stress, anxiety, and tension. But as we move into the holiday season, I would expect joy and cheer coupled with selfless thoughts, thankful hearts, and grateful words. So much for moving into a season of selflessness, thankfulness, and gratefulness. I did go and encourage their staff and offered to buy them a mid-afternoon treat. STU is a deadly combination. Selfishness. Thanklessness. Ungratefulness. STU. STU is like cancer. It starts small. It spreads quickly. It kills everything in its way when it becomes out of control. The scary part is that it hides in places people cannot see (like our heart) until it’s too late. So what do you do if you notice you or people you know and love are suffering from some STU? Let me share three ways you can be good news to the STU-infected.
I get it. We’re all busy. But, perhaps, that’s part of the problem. Busy-ness contributes to stress and anxiety. Stress and anxiety builds up and without friends, it just bottles up. Sure, we all have our coping mechanisms, but self-care and self-coping is not enough. STU’s need to not be “on”. To sit and not be the professional, the parent, the worker, the responsible one. With all of the demands of life today, we need to just be who we are (and who God created us to be) - human beings.
I’m not saying add something new to your weekly schedule (unless you’re not already gathering for worship somewhere). I am saying to reframe what is happening when we worship. God chooses to meet us in our STU moments. Through Jesus, God forgives us with simple words; washes us in the water of baptism; feeds us with bread and wine in communion; melts our STU-infected hearts with His Word, and then says, “you can be selfless, thankful, and grateful like you have just experienced me being that to you. “Go and do likewise.” God does this to us everytime we gather together. We will take this truth further when we gather for worship on Thanksgiving Eve (Wednesday, November 23 at 7pm). All of worship is for those who know STU all too well.
There is always help for those with STU. In fact, Jesus himself says that he didn’t come for the healthy, but for those with STU of the heart, mind, and soul. STU is not who you are, it is what you choose to do. If you struggle with STU or know somebody who does, here are some simple truths to remind yourself about who you are, today. I can have a selfless, thankful, and grateful heart and attitude because…
And may who you really are shape what you will do. And What Happens? Our Hearts and World Changes Think about how much stress can be lifted off of your shoulders by reframing just “being”, focusing on worship, and being defined by Jesus, not STU. All of this can change our hearts. It can also make selflessness, thankfulness, and gratefulness contagious in coffee shops and everywhere we live, work, learn, and play. And that would be a great change for everybody. I know that this post can become a lighting rod, so let me bring some clarity to why I’m writing this. As your pastor, I get to share the words of Jesus and let His Holy Spirit encourage and inspire your thoughts and feelings when it comes to how best to faithfully follow Jesus in today’s world. To be clear, it is not my place to tell you how to vote or what it means for you to “vote your values”. So, as a follower of Jesus, our heart beats to hear and live out the words of Jesus: love God back with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength and love your neighbor as yourself - like God has and continues to love you. (Matthew 22:37-39) Or, to be succinct, Jesus said it best on the night he was betrayed: I give you this new command: Love one another as I have loved you. (John 13:34) Here’s the dilemma: Simultaneously loving God and people has never been more important or challenging. It’s never been more important because at times, loving God and loving people can sometimes feel so diametrically different. And we are called to both - love God and (all) people. Equally. Wholly. Completely. No exceptions. And it’s never been more challenging because we know that the only thing that can transform a heart of stone into a heart of flesh is the love of God through Jesus. (Ezekiel 11:14-21). And, people experience this love through echoing Jesus’ human words and actions like, “I forgive you”; “I’m for you”; “I am with you”; and “I love you”. Afterall, Jesus - the complete and total love of God becomes human and changes the world with His words and actions. (John 1:14) It is no surprise to me that many Jesus followers today have become cynical and apathetic or increasingly vocal and active when it comes to politics (on all sides, everywhere). As a result, so much of what we hear and see are emotional topics tied up in religious phrases. Where does that leave most of us feeling? Exhausted? Overwhelmed? Disappointed? It may surprise you that Jesus does not give instructions on how to vote. However, Jesus does remind, renew, and restore our understanding of the role (or vocation) we have as citizens and neighbors in our communities, nation, and world. Here are five things Jesus said that are worth considering when it comes to following Jesus in our current politicized reality.
Want to have a deeper conversation about your vocation as a child of God, a human neighbor, and citizen of your community, nation, and world? Reach out and let’s plan to grab a cup of coffee or lunch. by Guest Blogger, Brett Nirider In October 2022, Brett and Juanita Nirider led a team to serve in Morocco. This is the second of two posts from their experience. After five days of teaching in Sidi Ifni, we are traveling up into the rugged terrain of the surrounding countryside. Our fearless and skilled leader Jeff, covered in the prayers of many, drives us all carefully along narrow bumpy twisty curvy roads. We are immersed in land of Biblical character, as if we coul d expect to see Jesus and his followers gathering together on one of the nearby hillsides.
It is harsh land. There is very little water, and where the water is, a surprise of green blesses us. The donkeys, dogs, sheep and goats somehow find sustenance amongst the rocks, sand, and thorny plants. The primary livelihood of this area is the gathering of the fruit of the prickly pear cactus. It produces fruit but once per year, so the opportunities for financial success are quite limited. Added to that has been the death of much of the cacti over the past few years. When we traveled here three years ago to see and celebrate the new beginnings of the center in Sebouya, the plants were prolific, green and as lush as a cactus can be. Since then, however, something has happened to their crop, and most of the plants are withered, shrinking into strange shapes that resemble people in odd positions or strange animals posing weirdly. It’s a surreal sight. I did a little research and found that the prickly pear is not indigenous to this area but was introduced as a potential food and income source. It proved to be well adapted to the area and soon took off too well. Other areas of the country did not want the intrusive prickly pear invading their agricultural spaces. The government set upon a plan to limit the spread by introducing a small insect from South America that feeds on the cactus. The meddling of man can sometimes produce more trouble, and this proved to be the case here in southern Morocco. The insect continues to work its way through the region, which is also suffering from a prolonged drought. We have also learned that the government of Morocco is very interested in obtaining these lands for the development of potential mineral resources. Where that leaves the people who somehow find a way to survive in this barrenness upon barrenness of land remains uncertain. While they are here, though, we know that we have been called to help. This is the center that was started only three years ago, when we were last here, the one with the motto of “Do Something.” They work in a very small space for classes and another that measures less than 200 square feet for therapy, and they serve 47 children weekly. It seems they are doing a lot of something. Because the spaces are too small for teaching, they have moved us into another building for the day. It looks to be a type of community center with a large open area, two smaller rooms, and a room that doubles as a storage space for rolled up rugs and at times perhaps a kitchen. There is stone everywhere, and the larger room where we are to be teaching and working with our students is loud. The sound reverberates. We wince with the cacophony of people coming and going. People are there to see Dr. Ellen and Lori here as well, so there is coming and going, crying, seeking. Even the murmurs of people in need echo across the space. This simply won’t work for the noise-sensitive children with autism we know will be arriving. We gather our students together in the space of the rolled-up rugs. The workers there eagerly spread a few of those rugs out for us on the floor. The dust in the air shimmers in the warm golden light coming through a grated opening in the roof. Our interpreter Souliman sneezes and struggles to breathe. Allergic to dust, he continues on because the needs of the children that day are more important than his discomfort. We all struggle with the dust a little, but the space is quieter, much quieter. Our first little girl of the day takes a shine to Molly. She’s a mover, a climber, a delightful seeker of squeezing, bouncing, climbing, joyously exploring the space. The jumble of rolled up rugs is just part of the fun. Molly invites the student who is most familiar with the girl to enter into the play, and she moves from one to the other, developing trust, the kind of trust that leads to relationships and not isolation. Her father joins the fun, and the delighted little girl uses her daddy as a tree to climb, a rock to stand upon, a horse to ride. It’s beautiful to watch. Next comes Yousef, a twelve-year old boy brought in by his older sister. He is tight and twisted to one side, his gaze seemingly permanently stuck to the right. I bring him onto my lap, encouraging his left hip to relax so that he can sit without pain. Soon he is moving a little more freely, and the tight muscles of his neck give way to a softness that seems more comfortable for him. The grated opening in the roof of the space is covered by thick pieces of cardboard held in place by rocks. There is a gust of wind, and another. The wind finds an unsecured edge of the cardboard and lifts it, then slams in into the grate. The noise is disruptive at first, but as I work with Yousef, I’m reminded of Jesus, when his conversation with the religious leaders is interrupted by the sound of a ceiling being opened so that friends of a man who couldn’t walk could lower him from the roof. There was no way for them to get him in to see Jesus through the door because of the large crowd of people there. The sound of banging from an opening in the roof became strangely familiar and comforting as Yousef and I worked. Joyce helps him to bring his eyes to the middle, his gaze no longer stuck. His breathing changes, deeper, longer, as his ribs move with the rhythm of each breath. He is relaxed and nods “yes” when asked if his body feels better. We finish with him sitting with my legs under his body, his feet quietly resting on the floor, no longer pushing, his hands open and relaxed. The next day we travel to another village, Tioughza, this one known for its honey. This center has only been open for 20 days! After working with the students in Sidi Ifni we know this group to be earnest and hard-working. We find our space and get to work, as do our super docs. Aurora, Jeff’s wife, and Scott, Ellen’s husband support the medical team and honestly anything that we need as well. They keep the days running smoothly. Jeff orchestrates, working with the local and regional leaders. Nora, who started all of this, seems very pleased. We see more children and teach as we do so. Molly, Joyce, and Juanita continue their work of love and skill. The students are so very grateful. We help them learn how to use some new equipment they’ve just received. They are tired, the room is hot and stuffy, and it is time to be done. There are promises from the government to build a new and larger center for them in the next year. They have started from scratch just 20 days ago. We gather together one last time outside the building on a rough patch of dirt that slopes downhill. They have set up desks from the center that now serve as tables, and we sit down on plastic chairs. Delicious sweetbreads are spread before us. A donkey meanders the street just above us, chased away by children trying to play in the same space. In this most humble of places, words of gratitude flow over us. We receive certificates for our service. We feel blessed over and over again. We part with hugs and some tears. We must also say farewell to our interpreters. Souliman gives to me his Moroccan wallet, with which he has traveled much of the world, and tells me that it has meant a great deal to him, but he wants me to carry it now. For the past several days we have enjoyed dinners at a beachside restaurant in Sidi Ifni. As we finish the last day, we find ourselves there one more time. By this time, we know the menu by heart. The food is secondary. What matters is the fellowship of good work done with love and grace. Most of us take off our shoes and walk briefly into the Atlantic. The tide is returning, and surprises us and brings laughter. The emotions of the days here wash over me like the waves. My tears have mingled with the dry dirt of this place and now the ocean restores me with joy. |
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